“We declined any further testing, and we knew termination was absolutely not an option.”

I will never forget the moment I found out my baby was at high risk for Down syndrome.

I received the call when I was about 23 weeks pregnant with Zara, who is now 4 years old. At the time, I was already navigating the grief of losing my mom a few months earlier. To hear news like this while pregnant was an emotional whirlwind. I thought to myself, Really, Lord? You want to do this now?

If you’re reading this, chances are you’re searching for someone to be real with you, maybe even to offer a little hope.

The morning of September 3, 2019, is a day etched into my soul. I woke up like it was any other workday, but something in me felt... wrong. I told my husband as much, though I couldn’t articulate the heaviness that sat in my chest. It was like a quiet storm brewing inside—a mix of calm, panic, and foreboding.

If we’re honest, we can all admit that life hurts sometimes. Simply living can be overwhelming—full of struggles, loneliness, and challenges. But living for God? That takes it to an entirely different level of strength, discipline, and grace.

Let's be honest, do you think Mary, in her human mind, desired to be with child out of wedlock? As a Christian single mother it can be very hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. We see plenty of examples in the bible of families and marriages, but not too many of single parenthood. Some of us single mothers may have a desire for marriage and some may not.

TI travel very frequently and alone with the little ones. Flying solo with my toddler and baby was definitely scary and nerve racking the first time. I said you know what? I am going to write a blog to help another Mama or Dad out there AVOID my naive pitfalls.